Paying For It

I've had a horrible life, I'm sick of this shit
I won't even try to get over it
It's been a miserable life and it ain't over yet
I can't wait to die and get outta this

I paid for the wives, I paid for the lights
I paid such a price, I paid with my life
I paid for my moves, I paid for my food
I paid for my shoes, I paid for my loves
I paid for my drugs
I paid [for the jones?], I paid [for the jones?]
Spending money and trying to find
Reasons to live, reasons to live

I'm always paying for it, paying for it
I don't know where the money all went
I'm always paying for it, my turn to lose
A year on the brink, I don't wanna choose

I'm always paying for it, and it's all down the sink
Undеr the wire, spending my last quid
I'm always paying for it, paying for it
Your poniеs are gone, and I'm paying for it

I paid for the wives, I paid for the lights
I paid such a price, I paid with my life
I paid for my moves, I paid for my food
I paid for my shoes, I paid for my loves
I paid for my drugs
I paid [for the jones?], I paid [for the jones?]
Spending money and trying to find
Reasons to live, reasons to live

I've had a horrible life, so go fuck yourself
Go fuck yourself, go fuck yourself