pavlov

Every day
I learn a bit more
I learn to avoid places we were before
But then saw you
You passed me by
It scared me to death
Wasn’t the last time

Feel like a pavlov dog
Attracted to this pain
Attracted to your presence
I want you again
Even if it kills me

No matter where i go
No matter what i do
Every place reminds me of a place i’d been with you
I know i’ve been conditioned
But i feel split in two
I want your love, i want your shame
I wanna be back with you again

It’s no shock i want this
Cause we know i’ve been trained
We know that i’m ill and eager for a lot of pain
The misery i lurk in
It kinda turns me on
Then scares me half to death when i awaken, blood withdrawn

Feel like a pavlov dog
Attracted to this pain
Attracted to your presence
I want you again
Even if it kills me

No matter where i go
No matter what i do
Every place reminds me of a place i’d been with you
I know i’ve been conditioned
But i feel split in two
I want your love, i want your shame
I wanna be back with you again

If it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
All for the better if it kills me

No matter where i go
No matter what i do
Every place reminds me of a place i’d been with you
I know i’ve been conditioned
But i feel split in two
I want your love, i want your shame
I wanna be back with you again
No matter where i go
No matter what i do
Every place reminds you
I know i’ve been conditioned
But i feel split in two
I want your love, i want your shame
I wanna be back with you again

I know i won't be with you again
I know i won't be with you (if it kills me)