Pavements

[Verse 1]
Who the hell made me like this?
And when the fuck am I done?
Somebody walking high on the graveyard
Could I ever be high like that?
Always waiting for the time
When I feel shit again
I try to not care about
That they think that we are
The saddest couple they have ever seen
I dreamt that they were tearing off my skin

[Pre-Chorus]
And the patterns on the pavement
Is the only thing that I can see clear

[Chorus]
But I don't need to see it clear
I got so used to being weird
My depression is a weapon
It's the only thing that makes me feel here

[Verse 2]
I want them to stare at me
And wonder if I've gone insane
Wonder what I'm thinking of
Try to make some sense of me
Would it matter if I got some help?
I told them that I'm never gonna change

[Pre-Chorus]
And the numbers on my paycheck
Is the only thing that I can see clear

[Chorus]
But I don't need to see it clear
I got so used to being weird
My depression is a weapon
It's the only thing that makes me feel here
(Wa)
(Ha)
(Ha-ha)
(Woo)