patient virtue

I jus want u2 kno tht im sry . ., : [
But i could never get back2u . .
I wake up n i smoke til im nothing, .; ;[
I feel tha same n then i cry2 u. .:[ [/

Filled with problems i won't chase. . | i nevr got the time ..
Saw my body seperate , ,} [ im dyin from this high ,
Patience is virtue , . im without ..
Y i always hesitate >? ?? wish i could fuckin try . .,

Do u want me ?? . alwayz feel like nothing ,
Im disgusting bb dont touch me,,
On da pack loud .. , i can't hear nothing.
Xans in my powerade. . , i ain't stunting ..

Im tryn my best but i still gota deal wit u./ /
Im nevr enough bb wat is da deal wit u /? ?
How do i move wen u always been actin new ? ?>
How do i feel wen im lost in u? ?. . /
Bb i wanted 2die wit u , ,,

Oh i nevr thought i would b here.
And i hope n i pray that ur sry .
N i hope tht u kno tht im srry.. //
But mayb this could b our year , ,,