Patience

[Intro]
Phora Talking:
"All this anger and like rage
And pain and just frustration
From everything that I've been through
I feel like i have choice to take that
And put it out there in the world and flip it around its hard"

[Verse 1]
Staring in this mirror dawg
It's hard to see the truth
Open bottles and blunt wraps
I'm barley pulling through
I've been praying more
Trynna talk to god
I've been trying to get some proof
Never get a sign
Guess I'm on my own
But in the end
It's nothing knew
Cause I've been tripping lately
Going crazy
World on my shoulders
I can't take it
My knees weak and my back aching
This pain real and I can't fake it
I've been going through it
Feet on the edge
Devil said jump
And Simon says
So I took a leap
Saw my end
I've been fighting battles I can't win
This life shit
Got me stressed out
Feel like I'm stuck on the same route
Took three lefts still ain't right
Got no idea how to make it out
They say I need help
But nobody help
So I drift away
Till I'm on my own
Just another sinner Ina broken world
That's still scared hell end up alone
This world starting break me
Yea this life shit brazy
I wasn't born yet
To feel 2pac
But Nipsey passing phased me
I thank my mom for how she raised me
Because them hard times made me
Hate to lie and say I'm okay
But I don't need you going crazy
I just can't fake smile no more
I can't hide the pain no more
I've been trynna keep it all bottled up
But I'm on the path to explode
See i need new way to cope
Cause weed ain't helping no more
I could smoke another
Then smoke another
But feel the pain in my soul
Its like I'm sinking fast
Losing air
Reaching out
But nobody there
I mean they standing there
But unaware
Of what I'm going through
Or they don't care
They don't feel the pain inside
They don't understand I tried
To be a better me when they doubted me
And tried to block my shine
I've been in the dark with my demons
Sip the devils cup for no reason
Heart cold as fuck
I'm freezing
Yea no scars show
But I'm bleeding
Deep down inside
Were my heart reside
I've been losing time
Need a lifeline
On a thin line
On a cliff climb
One wrong move
Be my last line
I'm to gone
I'm losing faith
Never noticed it
Now I see the hate
Things ain't great
Things to fake
Can't change shit
It's to late
I'm long way
From the right way
And its my fault this what I paved
I built this wall can't be saved
This my cage can't escape
Looks like
I'm better off alone
Smoke a couple blunts
While i'm on the thrown
Wen't through a lot
For to long
I tried to be
But can't be strong
So I roll another
Stay medicated
Still meditating
While levitating
Got me contemplating
My situation
It's frustrating
I'm aggravated
Its like
I just need a hand
Or a way to go
Prayed for direction
Still feel alone
Pressure getting real
Throw a dog a bone
Hard to build a house
Never had a home
Never been stable
Always had a label
Just another kid
That wasn't able
To break the mold
I can't let it go
Even if its rough
This is all I know

But I'm be okay
Been going through it on the daily
Yea
But I'm find my way
Yea I'm be okay
Been going through it on the daily baby
But I'm find my way

[Hook: Shea Doll]
I should of found my way
But no i stayed around here
Everything's gone to waste
I guess i should be quiet
I guess I should be patient
I guess I should be patient
But no i stayed around here
Everything's gone to waste
I guess i should be quiet
I guess I should be patient
I guess I should be patient