​patience

I wish I didn't have to go through these hoops anymore
It feels like a clever curse sometimes
I just feel trapped sometimes and I can't get out
When help tries to fly my way, I get overwhelmed
Too much, too much overstimulation
Give me, give me, give me explanations
For why, for why, for why it all has to be this way
All of these expectations are too much to bear
Every time I crumble down and cry
Dysphoria's got a hold on me
But I won't let it be the end
I just gotta be patient with myself

I will get there one day
But not right now, that's just okay
One step at a time
And I'll make it through it all
I will get there one day
But not right now, that's just okay
One step at a time
And I'll make it through it all

I will get there one day....