pathetic (unreleased)

I think somehow it’s getting
More casual as we get closer
Getting good at pretending
You can read me all over

The only one I’m convincing
Is me on a good day
The hug I’d get in my door [?]
Quick kiss and brief wave

Guess I’m not very subtle
You know you have me
Guess you’ve got comfortable
No need to keep sweet talking
You kiss the top of my head
As you grab your things to leave

Maybe you like me or checking the tug on my string
I’m pathetic
I’m just stupid
Maybe you’re nice and don’t wanna use me
So you stay
And sat a bit
I leave confused
But this whole things just pathetic

(Da da da da)
I’m pathetic

Sometimes, your jokes are punches
Sometimes, I feel so insane
I lay down next to you
You hug my pillow instead of me
That’s something I would do
If I didn’t like somebody
I know you’re giggling
Guess I should find it funny

You’re not nice
You think you are
Just cause you stay a little bit longer
I wish you’d kiss me sooner and
Not make small talk
If you’re only trying to be interested

It’s all pathetic
(Da da da)
I’m pathetic
(Da da da da)
(Da da da da da da da da)
I’m pathetic
You’re just stupid
I’m pathetic
You’re just stupid

Sometimes you’ll text me when you
Get back home from the bar
When you don’t text till morning
I conclude you’ve found someone hotter
Couldn’t be more convenient
Live on the same floor

I thought maybe you liked me
I think I’m just easier