PATHETIC

I'm pathetic
I slid into your DMs instantly regret it
Thinkin with my ____ she sayin that's my whole aesthetic
I swear that this ain't the real me
But if I say that out loud
I already know you gon think
I'm so pathetic
I really searched your name on OnlyFans & Reddit
Can't u see I'm lonely baby please be sympathetic
I think that youd like the real me
We off to a bad start
I already know what u think

That I'm ridiculous
My hand out like stimulus
You too cold like denver is
Don't you know I'm feminist
Damn ay fuck
I was just watchin the game
You walk in with pants that make your asssssss loook insane
You walkin by got my neck in some pain
You on my side got my ex feelin lame
I would be cookin u bacon
Breakfast in bed but my bedroom is vacant
Keep checking my phone to see if u say shhhhh
That's so pathetic
U on top of my mind
I'm on top of your playlist
I woulda had it if I was just patient
I wanted u because everyone basic
Cover the mirror cuz I don't wanna face it

I said on volume 1 that I was anxious
We on volume 3 and ain't shit changin
Damn

I'm pathetic
I slid into your DMs instantly regret it
Thinkin with my ____ she sayin that's my whole aesthetic
I swear that this ain't the real me
But if I say that out loud
I already know you gon think

I'm so pathetic
I really searched your name on OnlyFans & Reddit
Can't u see I'm lonely baby please be sympathetic
I think that youd like the real me
We off to a bad start
I already know what u think
I already know you gon think

I got neurosis
That's flowing through my blood that's my exact self diagnosis
Ain't been makin bread my bank account is on Ketosis
13 inch rods in my back from all that Scoliosis
I don't know wanna know what u doin when u lonely
I need a plus 1 girl u could be my Bogie
Get a lil high we could watch Killtony
MVP u Shaq I'm Kobe
I say I got u u say show me
Double textin, that's the old me
I been changin u don't know me
I could be your one and only

Im too available
Thank God I'm hysterical
Let me cook you cereal
I'm drowning and you Ariel
I feel like anderson Varejão
When I leave you'll get marital
My OCD unbearable