[Intro]
Ight
Yeah
[Verse 1]
You get the shade and you throw it
I get the pain and feel more devoted
Since devotions
Coping my only weapon, fully loaded
I’m not getting older
These nights get colder and colder
I can count on my hand how much snow would hit the Carolina
And half of them numbers I remember
I sit and wonder
The situations I been through
Fake smile, keep it moving
I take time and reevaluate out the blue
Thanking God I made it through
Same time, I feel used
And I ain’t saying I done been through the worst
But still, I hurt
Wipe my tears on my shirt
Introverted actions emerge
I was young and thinking life what you make it
Everything delicate
Now life showing me how making a sound don’t make you bound
I put in hours just for you to say you doubt
How I get offended by listens?
I’m reminiscing
Missing the feeling of getting limitless images of what I could be
Misunderstood your means
These looks not what it seems
Get too extreme
I just wanna dream
But focus leans to better things I need to be critiquing every rhyme I speak
Mechanics of being me
I manage to feed the means but now I see how the reasons
Depleting by how they scheme
Yeah
[Instrumental Break]
[Verse 2]
Yeah
Yuh
So I understood just being good was not enough
Be true to yourself, and everything will follow up
Tough world we live in
Does not mean we give in
I learned that your turn is subjective on what you yearn
I’m currently infatuated with always accelerating
I keep my head towards the lessons I know I cultivated
And I ain’t hoping I make it, I know what’s written gon’ say it
Shit, uh