Partying with the Russians

[Verse 1: Xaxanity]
I'll see you once again, my baby
What the fuck [?]
I got burns all on my body
Lighting cigs and self harming
I don't care, put salt on it
I don't care you can't, make me cry

[Pre-Chorus: Xaxanity]
At the party, at the party
Oh God, I'm so naughty
I just wanna fuck every bitch I see
I'm so drunk, I don't care what I do

[Chorus: Xaxanity]
Сука блять, yea I'm partying with the Russians
We play Russian roulette, don't really give a fuck I died
I don't really give a fuck, I don't wanna live my life
So I reloaded the gun, it's all in my eye
Can you make me still bleed?
[?]
Can't be happy, Jesus Christ
I'll leave the blade back to my eye

[Post-Chorus: Xaxanity]
Cut, cut, cut, I wanna see the blood
I don't wanna see you cry no more, hoe
I'm a little monster and I wanna get your blood
[?]

[Chorus: Xaxanity]
Сука блять, yea I'm partying with the Russians
We play Russian roulette, don't really give a fuck I died
I don't really give a fuck, I don't wanna live my life
So I reloaded the gun, it's all in my eye

[Verse 2: razor2mywrist]
Pull the trigger, I just wanna die
Put the gun right to my fucking eye
Can't see anymore, I'm lost in drugs
And my wrists, they feel so sore
They feel so sore
I'll self harm more
Put the lighter to my body, I'll burn it more
I don't care if there's scars on my body
She thinks I'm a hottie

[Bridge: razor2mywrist]
I'm in her dreams all night long
She can't sleep cuz I'm always on her mind, anyway
I don't care what you have to say
Cuz I'll just go on live, yay
Open up your chardonnay
Put your cute body on display

[Verse 3: razor2mywrist]
Only way I'm leaving my room is on a stretcher
Suicide on my mind, it's a lesson
Self harming all night
For you I'd take my life

[Bridge: razor2mywrist]
For you I'd take my life
For you I'd take my life

[Verse 4: razor2mywrist]
Tell me what to do and I'll do it for you
Cut myself, in my room, nobody had a clue
Don't think imma survive 'till I'm 22
Didn't tell you my age so you're not sad, you
Open up your heart, lemme fuckin' rip it out
You're so cute, you know I'm a masochist
I inflict so much pain so you can feel the same
And you thought it was a game but it's just my reign
Tell me what to do and I'll do it for you
Cut myself, in my room, nobody had a clue
Don't think imma survive 'till I'm 22
Didn't tell you my age so you're not sad, you
Open up your heart, lemme fuckin' rip it out
You're so cute, you know I'm a masochist
I inflict so much pain so you can feel the same
And you thought it was a game but it's just my reign