Partyclownin’

( chorus )

I was over it the second

That i realized all i did

Was get drunk at drinking parties

To forget that i was sick

Of course it was fun at first

Until i realized what's good, got worse

I am done with party clownin'

And i hope this is it

( verse one )

All the time, all the time

I'd try play it real cool

And say i'm fine, say i'm fine."

But deep down everybody knew

That's there a lie, i'm trynna hide

Cause usually i'd follow through

And i'm never in my room around this time

Yea, yea

( pre )

I was setting myself up for failure

(failure, failure)

By exhibiting wreck less behavior

(behavior, behavior)

Now i'm thanking my lord, as my savior

(savior, savior )

Cause he knew it wasn't me

Trynna hide my sanity

( chorus )

I was over it the second

That i realized all i did

Was get drunk at drinking parties

To forget that i was sick

Of course it was fun at first

Until i realized what's good, got worse

I am done with party clownin'

And i hope this is it

( verse two )

I've paid the price, with my life

And darlin, it's expensive

Another line, another dime

Another chance that i'm given

If there's a sign, then i am blind

Cause i've been way too confident

Maybe it's the ignorance in my bloodline

Yea, yea

( pre )

I was setting myself up for failure

(failure, failure)

By exhibiting wreck less behavior

(behavior, behavior)

Now i'm thanking my lord, as my savior

(savior, savior )

Cause he knew that wasn't me

Trynna hide my sanity

( chorus )

I was over it the second

That i realized all i did

Was get drunk at drinking parties

To forget that i was ill

Of course it was fun at first

Until i realized what's good, got worse

I am done with party clownin'

And i hope this is it

(bridge )

And i hope this it it

And i hope this is it

I am done with party clownin'

And i hope this is it

And i hope this it it

And i hope this is it

I am done with party clownin'

And i hope this is it