Party Trick

Conversations
I've not ever been in their equation
They tell me artists need to be alone
So I’ll just turn off the phone
We'll say it's for my sake, the fabrication

I’m a party trick
House of cards, discarded quick
Cleaning up the glasses when they're gone, deadens when it's dawn, can't go on

How loud
How loud
How loud do I have to be
For you
For you to not forget me
For you to not forget me

Night and raining
Pretend I'm happiest when I'm forsaken
Driving past the people in their words
Tell myself it doesn't hurt
They're wherever I’m not, isolation

I’m just good for kicks
Made of glass, I'll shatter quick
Counting all the missteps when they’re gone, quiet, never calm, can't go on
And on and on

How loud
How loud
How loud do I have to be
For you
For you to not forget me
For you to not forget me
Forget me
Forget me

For you to not forget me
For you to not regret me

I wanna see you cry for me
I let myself believe you want me
I'll be your remedy
Or pain if that's what you need
I wanna see you cry for me
Just give me a sign that you hear me
Just be here with me
Just be here with me