Paro(noia)

I'm tryna step out wi the bros
Mum keeps askin' me questions
Why she won't leave me alone?
I'm respondin' wi passive aggression
She moves like I'm brandishin' weapons but all now no weapon in sight
She moves like I'm pedalin' white but just tryna step wi the guys hm
But the city's on flames so I can't blame her the ends still bakin'
Look mum your makin' me late we're speakin' we late and my friends still waitin'
So I put my hand on her shoulder remind her I'm grown just to calm hеr down
Never been one for thе drama
She told me you're just like your father wow, I know broski's steamin'
Grab the key and I dust up quick
It was like Wednesday evenin'
Two man deep in a blacked out whip
I see feds in the rear view schemin'
I stay clean but my heart rate risin'
What if they blast their sirens?
Bro said fuck what they ask stay silent
But they drove right past us
Must be the PTSD
Wish I could rewind back to the times I was worried 'bout GCSE's
The weed helps wi me at ease but when you're addicted it's bitter and sweet
Got me kissin' ma teeth
Man sit back in a Bimmer and skeet immediately yeah

Life gets tough when you're paro
I ain't makin' it up
It gets nuts I ain't trustin' ma shadow
Better not play wi your luck
That's why I take time watch everything twice, can't move bait when you're up cos man try watch with a devilish eye
Can't get rid of this feelin'
I got so many questions
Heard that the mirrors revealin'
So I dodge and avoid the reflection
Yeah I know I need healin' but really it's just a matter of time
You can call this a guide on how to survive with a paranoid mind

Bro skrr'd off in a mood
We pulled up to the lights right next to a ride with a coupla youts
They're thinkin' they're tough and they're hard they're watchin' the car
We're watchin' 'em too
I remember when mum said son don't play wi the man that's got nottin' to lose
I got nottin' to prove plus I don't know what he's got in his boot
But really I'm done wi the pride ting
They're in love wi the hypin'
They move dumb like it's fun and excitin'
'Til somebodies life gets lost
Try stay far from that violent stuff
But I ain't stupid if he ain't movin' right then we right him off
Gotta thank God that the light turn green
Takin' a right down Francis Street
I don't like how the night just started
I hope his insurance and liscence clean
Cos I ain't got time to be stopped
I want me a Sprite let's slide to the shop
Stepped tru it's all eyes on me, ain't really surprised but slightly I'm shocked, yeah
I just stepped inside I'm gettin' this vibe that my man's shifty
He must think I'm a fool and I'm riskin' my freedom for five pound fifty
That's the life of a black man
Gotta watch over your shoulder
Feel like I'm stuck in a loop
The same old cycle over and over
Over and over

Life gets tough when you're paro
I ain't makin' it up
It gets nuts I ain't trustin' ma shadow
Better not play wi your luck
That's why I take time watch everything twice, can't move bait when you're up cos man try watch with a devilish eye
Can't get rid of this feelin'
I got so many questions
Heard that the mirrors revealin'
So I dodge and avoid the reflection
Yeah I know I need healin' but really it's just a matter of time
You can call this a guide on how to survive with a paranoid mind