PARIAH

[Verse 1]
Past week’s a circle and the swirls blend
When I sing it’s sounding like a swan’s song
My mom’s gone, I wanna see my girlfriend
Locked away forever
My achievements handed on a platter silver like Long John
Looking nuts like a squirrel’s lens
If you’re so sunny why’re you gone when every morning comes?
Suppose it must just rain and pour a bunch
Night sky never likes relenting, so Im snorin’
Ringing clock is never gentle like the manner one would handle holding scoldin cups
Hit record it’s like a hole in one
But I’m never donning GOLF
Same tattered grey jacket ‘til I croak but there’s no frog in my mouth
My jaw’s moving, far fewer wrongdoings when compared to things I’m sorry about (I'm sorry)
My doubts approach the other trash in that plastic pale
Thanks to the books I’m cracking open when my tactics stale
Fix my broken brain, could never tell what that entails it’s no eraser for my bad actions thats GraphicsGale

[Chorus]
Feeling like a pariah
And I believe with all my heart it’s never gonna change, it never changes
And I believe with all my heart I’ll always stay the same, I’ll stay the same
But when the moon retreats
I’ll get up and try again
And when I see her face
I hope that I’ll find a friend

[Verse 2]
Past month it’s been a losing battle doing balancing acts
Hard to see the big picture like cataracts
Feeling like the stakes higher than a pitch that shatters glass
If I just went by my gut I’d keep actin out
Scream, I’d make a racket, now I’m Wilson
Need to be alone for a little bit
Get a grip
We’ll all be off adventuring in time no Pendleton
Everything is better with them
I’m with Rey, I’m with Andrew, I’m with Astro
Never goin' back home
In a metaphoric sense
Your whole squadron’s assholes
Knock, I slam the door again
Move with camp-goer’s intent
Move until I’m bored
Then I leave this place with a big bag more or Laura Les
School papers on my desk in a pile
Heavy as these old burdens that I carry like Mariah
I’m staring my past in the eyes and they’re crying
But I’m sleepin like a log and I feel like a pariah

[Chorus]
Feeling like a pariah
And I believe with all my heart it’s never gonna change, it never changes
And I believe with all my heart I’ll always stay the same, I’ll stay the same
But when the moon retreats
I’ll get up and try again
And when I see her face
I hope that I’ll find a friend