Pardon Me (I Failed)

[Verse 1]
I tried taking pain by myself and i failed
And i failed so hard
I thought my path was the way
That my thougths were the words
But I'm never enought
And i failed so hard at thinking
I failed so many times at thinking twice
Now a days I'm afraid of blinking
'Cause I'm done trusting my eyes
My eyes

[Verse 2]
I tried taking days for myself and i failed
And i failed so bad
I wanted to stop being awak
Find your voice in my world
Everyday was a nightmare
Girl I failed so hard so easy
I can't clean this mess, I'm fucking blind
Now a days I can't take more heart beatings
I can't believe again a heart
Just pardon me