Parasitic

Before my dumbstruck eyes
Lies a knowledge, one so grand
The prospect, enticing, hits a nerve
Knowing that I
Have tried to fill a hole inside
With open mind, I’ll satisfy my need
And thrive

Must I recur
To such foul sorcery?
Will I endure
The moment when it hits?
Must I recur to this?

Oh, what a feeling
I want to feel it
The power it will grant
I want to have it all

Oh, the burning sensation (It drives me mad)
A hard-gripped suffocation (Tightens the grasp)
Claiming my senses for its parasitic self
For long I have obliged
My mind to all its might
What’s more? It wouldn't hurt
To give myself in for more time

Oh, what a feeling
Hard to believe it
The power that it grants
I must have more

Do you realize the harm this has caused between us?
Surely the friend we know, will fight back her demons
Can’t you see how your acts have tore you down?
(See how you’re torn down)
So get back up, fight back, and shine on once again!

Oh, what a feeling
Never conceive it again
The peril that it gives
Is not worth the shot