parasite

[Verse 1]
Waking up and I'm fighting with myself every day, uh
Replicate obsessing over things that I say, uh
Losing sleep and I still hate the things that I make
Every day, self interest the goal, every day, uh-uh, yeah
Parasite, yeah, I don't know, I'm a parasite
Parasite, yeah, keeps me awake in the dead of night
Parasite, yeah, I don't know, I'm a parasite
Always acting for myself, I don't know that I'm a parasite

[Chorus]
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall

[Verse 2]
Hitting a wall when I'm running
Just getting harder and harder to function, uh
Isn't for me, I'm becoming
A shell, make a song and delete it but better days coming
I'm losing sleep, it all repeats
Think I'm lazy when I try to leave
I'm losing what I think I wanted
And I can't even put it in speech
So I close up, making more stuff
But I'm needy so much, I don't look in the mirror
Don't come enough, get the silent treatment (Yeah)
Friends, they come around but I don't think I need them
But when I do thats when all this shit fall apart
I'm reading the comments, I'm dropping my guard
Delete a new project, recount what I lost
But I can't repair if I don't know I'm the cause
Uh, yeah

[Chorus]
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall

[Outro]
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall
Closing off, call it off
I'm a parasite, this shit just what I caused
Call my bluff, got it rough
Keep on running but I always hit a wall