Paranoid Ex Addict

[Intro]
Open my eyes, and you're gone
Picture that
Big empty room, and I'm so sa-ad
But what's it matter, cause it never seems to matter
To you, to you, to you, to you-oo-oh-oh-oh

[Chorus]
W-what are we waiting for
I'm sure we're all just bored
I think you hate me, just the way I hate me
I can tell by simple tones

My mom is just like me
Maybe I got it from her
My dad's a narcissist
The least of my concerns

[Verse 1]
I am a paranoid freak
I get upset about any and every thing
Please lock the door, or elsе I won't sleep

And I'm not joking when I'm explaining how
I saw a man, I swear hе's there, he's gonna kill us, been planning it for weeks

Every night, before I sleep
I take pills, but not the kind I used to eat
These ones are supposed to fix me

[Chorus]
What are we waiting for
I'm sure we're all just bored
I think you hate me, just the way I hate me
I can tell by simple tones

My mom is just like me
Maybe I got it from her
My dad's a narcissist
The least of my concerns

[Verse 2]
I'm not worried about it anymore
I'll just block all the numbers in my phone
Pretend I'm the last person on earth
And when I'm gone it'll hurt them less I'm sure
Cause the longer I go silent
The less I seem to be worth

[?] (whisper)

[Outro]
I've been praying for a moment
Now I don't even believe
But I wonder, if I thought hard enough
Maybe would things change for me?
If I was born without these things clouding me
Where would I be?
Would they be happy?
But I
Don't have a belief in me