Paranoid

[Chorus]
Demons clawing at my throat, but it don't hurt
Devil standing at the door, he should knock first
Common courtesy, I know his angels heard of me
Little nigga, big sinner, I'm an MVP
I tried the thing with God but I feel like he's not kin to me
He's my enemy, I should take that back, more like frenemies
I know I should turn back but I've lost the energy
You should probably pray, Are you kidding me
He's not listening

[Verse]
I succumbed to paranoia
I succumbed to paraphernalia
There's probably something I should tell ya
But then again my demons always win, so
They say rеpent but Imma sin again, so
When I die, Imma livе again, oh
Why seek therapy when you can pop a ten, oh
Moments of clarity, something that I'm never in, oh
Fed up with the torment, eternal flames will never end, oh
Yeah, I'm done with the lies
If you ask me how I'm doing that's the only time I lie
If you ask me how I'm living, then I'll kindly say I died
If you ask me how I'm living, shit I don't know why
But Imma still be here when the world ends
Bodies going up, I'm on the ground pouring up shit
No longer safe and sound, my peacefulness disrupted
I apologize if my anger ever erupted
I was still recovering from my relationship's abrupt end
She took my heart and my sanity
You might as well take the rest of me
They tryna find the sauce, there is no recipe
It's just a lonely stoner wishing he could just rest in peace
It's just a lonely stoner living life real happily
I say sarcastically as my soul rips in piece
It rips in two, my demons the other half of me
My lyrics virtues, I told you I can rap and teach
Prolly not, I left my brain to rot sitting in that same spot
I ain't moved an inch, my demons will never make me flinch, oh

[Chorus]
Demons clawing at my throat, but it don't hurt
Devil standing at the door, he should knock first
Common courtesy, I know his angels heard of me
Little nigga, big sinner, I'm an MVP
I tried the thing with God but I feel like he's not kin to me
He's my enemy, I should take that back, more like frenemies
I know I should turn back but I've lost the energy
You should probably pray, Are you kidding me
He's not listening