PARANOIA

[Chorus]
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love
But it's better than the pain I feel
Two cups to face until it go numb
Anything to wash away my tears
Too much on my plate, I'm finna throw up
I feel like I lost myself
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love

[Verse 1]
Toast to all the days 'fore I ever grew up
'Fore I ever knew what I would turn into
Hoping to get away from this city I'm from
Everybody here's stuck, it ain't nothing new
Toast to all the angels
Who never grew old with me
Innocent souls that got taken from me
Hoping to see ya faces again when I'm done
But for now I'm gon' stunt in your memory
Foes turn to friends when they scared to get conquered
Friends turn to fakes when you hittin' rock bottom
Snakes in the grass wanna see my ass slaughtered
All this paranoia boutta turn me into a monster
Lives that I've stepped on to see myself prosper
Lies that I kept on tellin' myself
All the hearts and all of the promises that I broke
Keep on haunting me, everywhere I go, yeah

[Chorus]
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love
But it's better than the pain I feel
Two cups to face until it go numb
Anything to wash away my tears
Too much on my plate, I'm finna throw up
I feel like I lost myself
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love

[Verse 2]
Lil' demon in the night with the slitted eyes
Tried to get her off, but I'm paralyzed
Feedin' on my mind, like a parasite
Even when I try to close my eyes
I can see her right there
Messin' with head like a hypnotist
Wakin' up to find her in my bed
How'd you get up in here
Never could resist, when she lick her lips
Got a knack for pullin' on my strings
Like puppeteer, yeah, you got me twisted
Out of control, I swear
I thought I met you long ago
You tried to kill me in my nightmare, twisted
And yeah, I know I should
Be tryna run away from you
But I keep running 'round in circles

[Bridge]
If I could let you go, I would
But you the only way I get my daily dose of serotonin
If I could let you go, I would
But I'm addicted to the ebb and the flow

[Chorus]
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love
But it's better than the pain I feel
Two cups to face until it go numb
Anything to wash away my tears
Too much on my plate, I'm finna throw up
I feel like I lost myself
Two girls at the same time, this ain't love

[Outro]
Lil' demon in the night with the slitted eyes
Tried to get her off, but I'm paralyzed
Feedin' on my mind, like a parasite
Even when I try to close my eyes
I can see her right there