Paranoia

[Verse 1]
Lately I'm swimming in paranoia
The water's rocky I keep hearing all your voices
They keep on telling me I never had a choice
That I was never good enough I was just filling a void

I should've known better than to trust you
I was down bad I didn't know who to run to
After what you said and everything we can't undo
I'm stuck in my head still saying that I love you
But I don't love you

[Chorus]
I'm not myself
I'm still addicted to your habits
And I got muscle memory from taking all the damage

I'm not myself
I'm somebody I hated
I'm using muscle memories to take back what you made me
I should've known better than to fuck you

I've been searching for the words you left unspoken
I wish you cared enough to bring us both some closure
Now I can't get you out my head I hear the noises
Of all the screams that you left in me we became our poision

[Chorus]
I should've known better than to trust you
I was down bad I didn't know who to run to
After what you said and everything we can't undo
I'm stuck in my head still saying that I love you
But I don't love you

I'm not myself
I'm still addicted to your habits
And I got muscle memory from taking all the damage

I'm not myself
I'm somebody I hated
I'm using muscle memories to take back what you made me

I should've known better than to fuck you

[Outro]
Lately I'm swimming in paranoia