Pain in my heart, see it in my eyes, yeah
I done heard a hundred lies a hundred times, yeah
Down in the trenches, I can’t see the light
Paranoia in my head, I can’t sleep at night
Pulling strings, yeah, cutting ties, yeah
Dead friends, and they wonder why, yeah
Dead faces, money on my mind
It get dark outside, I can’t see the light
Oh my God, heaven calling, please let me in
Angels calling, I didn’t get the messages
Voices in my head, I can hear them meddling
Shit, maybe I’m tweaking, I guess this medicine settling in
Pain in my heart, see it in my eyes, yeah
I done heard a hundred lies a hundred times, yeah
Down in the trenches, I can’t see the light
Paranoia in my head, I can’t sleep at night
All in for my dogs and my kin
Ayy, bro, for my twin, they don’t wanna see you win
I pray every night in this life full of sin
Yeah, I been drowning in the deep end
I lost way too many men, yeah
I cannot make amends, yeah
Ain’t nobody safe when we start to shake and shit
I been putting in that work sunrise to the day end
We ain’t playing around, no, we ain’t playing
Pain in my heart, see it in my eyes, yeah
I done heard a hundred lies a hundred times, yeah
Down in the trenches, I can’t see the light
Paranoia in my head, I can’t sleep at night
Out of mind, out of sight
Pushing every button just to stay alive
I seen that smile on they face
Still they gonna do me like they do to Christ
Yeah, wear them stripes like it’s one, one, one
Ain't no weapon shall be formed
And if shit don’t fit right with my soul
Ain’t nothing in this world gonna make me whole
Holy lord, I ain't here for the righteous ones
’Cause even when I sin
I gotta really pay it forward
Cz I've been selling truth in disguise
Just to switch another life in the fire
All in for my dogs and my kin
Ayy, bro, for my twin, they don’t wanna see you win
I pray every night in this life full of sin
Yeah, I been drowning in the deep end
Pain in my heart, see it in my eyes, yeah
I done heard a hundred lies a hundred times
Down in the trenches, I can’t see the light
Paranoia in my head, I can’t sleep at night
Oh, oh
I can’t sleep at night
PARANOIA was written by Calvin Dixon & Afterparty (USA Producer).
PARANOIA was produced by Calvin Dixon.
Calvin Dixon released PARANOIA on Tue Nov 18 2025.