Paralyzed

When my head is down nothing can get to me
Keep it all inside, no one to disagree
Sand rising up through you
When you're alone in the dark and there's nothing to see
Just shut your eyes and the voices will stop
If you just count to three

I know that it's been
Hard to function lately
Sitting paralyzed
Afraid I might have tried
Facing the crowds
Don't know what's wrong with me but it hurts inside
But now I realized
I've been drowning from the inside

Everyone has left but I'm still standing here
Feelings melt inside
Why won't they disappear?
Still alone in the dark and no one who cares is near
Whеn I shut my eyes and the voicеs won't stop
My mind can never clear

I don't understand what's wrong with me
Everything I try, everything I do is
Just to move forward as a human being
But everything I do pushes me back even further
I don't understand why people don't like me
I try to be the best person I can but still I get shunned
Am I the problem or are they the problem?
It's probably me

I know that it's been
Hard to function lately
Sitting paralyzed
Afraid I might have tried
Facing the crowds
Don't know what's wrong with me but it hurts inside
But now I realized
I've been drowning from the inside

I know that it's been
Hard to function lately
Sitting paralyzed
Afraid I might have tried
Facing the crowds
Don't know what's wrong with me but it hurts inside
But now I realized
I've been drowning from the inside