Paralyzed

[Chorus]
My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again (Again)
It's hollow where I sleep

[Verse 1]
Yeah, feelings are all disguised with fiction
And add 'em behind these lines I've written
Somehow I'm going in circles again
Pretending's the only force, we slipping
Off the edge, now I can't control
As you watch out, fall to an all-time low
I crossed a ledge that I thought I'd own
Guess it cost me what I need, I've loved it all
Keep waiting while nothing ever happens
I chase the memories of you, they flashing
A chemical that cause chain reactions
Only sad ones
Fuck

[Chorus]
My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again
It's hollow where I sleep (I sleep)

[Verse 2]
The pain that I feel only echos
The sound of your heart like stilettos
I tried moving on, couldn't settle
I can't let go
Now I got scars on my body where I bled
For every night I spent inside your bed
Thought that you would be the one with time
But all I hear is everything you said
And I-I-I, I'm going through it right now
Don't ask me why-y-y
Those are answers I still ain't found, so I just lie
And keep waiting while nothing ever happens
I chase the memories of you, they flashing
A chemical that cause chain reactions
Only sad ones
Fuck

[Chorus]
My inside's paralyzed
For now, I lost a friend
I hold too tight, don't ask me why
I can't watch how it ends
I keep running again
To fall back at your feet
I keep running again
It's hollow where I sleep

[Outro]
It's hollow where I sleep