Paradox

Verse 1:
I wish it would rain
I wish it was dark
To match the feelings in my heart
But I don't see no thunder clouds above me (no)
I wish there was sun
Shining bright
'Cuz all the sadness don't feel right
But I can't take my mind off somebody (no)

Chorus:
I want you but I don't
I wanna be alone
But when you're not with me
Then I start to feel weak
One day I'm up
The next I'm down
And I can't seem to turn it off
I'm living in a paradox

Verse 2:
I could go out
Or I could stay
It doesn't matter either way
Whatever I do tonight, I'm lonely (oh)
I stare at the moon
I gaze at the stars
How come heaven looks so far? (yeah)
I wish I wasn't lost in my head, if only (oh)

Chorus:
I want you but I don't (I don't)
I wanna be alone (alone)
But when you're not with me (with me)
Then I start to feel weak
One day I'm up
The next I'm down
And I can't seem to turn it off
I'm living in a paradox

Bridge:
Why not now? (not now)
Before time runs out
Tell me how you feel (how you feel)
So that we can make it real

Chorus:
I want you but I don't (I don't)
I wanna be alone (alone)
But when you're not with me (with me)
Then I start to feel weak
One day I'm up
The next I'm down
And I can't seem to turn it off
I'm living in a paradox
I'm living in a paradox
I'm living in a paradox