Paradise

[Verse 1: TyWeZee]
I've got to carry all this pain inside
For me, you find the will to fight
Though it’s haunting, always longing
Living in hell, but it's paradise, living in hell, but it's paradise
I’m tired of waking up day to day
And going through the motions
Riding the wave of the ocean
Deep down still fighting the urge to be thrown in, and
I know that they know it
Still I gotta keep going
The punches, roll with it, hit a stroll with it
Confidence shown in the open, can't let them know that I'm broken
The mere thought of you is keeping me running pretend that it's nothing
Denial is numbing, but feigning your loving, so know that I'm coming and gunning for something
So what do they want from me? Why won't they let me be?
Holding on to you is what sеts me free

[Verse 2: Dreaded Yasuke]
Yeah, Lord, forgive mе, I just try to be me, and it's hard to just swallow my pride
They live in deceit, and they leading a fleet, and they think I will follow the tribe
There always a fee when you get in their paradise, but it's followed with flies
Try holding my peace when surrounding with parasites make me hollow inside
I don’t wanna be attached, try to live discreet, looking for the pardons
Think I’m gonna slack, turn the other cheek when I put an X on my targets
It's like a drug, when they’re chasing clout too extreme, thinking that they flawless
When their blood ends up drying on top of leaves, looking like it's August
Gotta carry all this pain inside, yeah
But the fire will just stay alive
Could be in a jail or paralyzed
Couldn't tell, feel like paradise
And I'm just so compelled when the air is nice
I’m thinking that it's safe 'cause it's advertised
I'm walking all alone when they roam, should be terrified
But everybody don't see it 'cause it's paradise