Paradigm

[Ryan Leahan]

Baby I'm, I’m dying so much to know you
Leave me alone why don't you
Everyone else can hold you
Maybe I've been a cruel boy
Won’t play the fool who's life
Is paradigm

Do you dream of me anymore?
Cause I been feeling like I'm nothing anymore
And don't you know that I ain't nothing anymore

Baby I'm, I'm dying so much to know you
Leave me alone why don't you
Everyone else can hold you
Maybe I’ve been a cruel boy
Won’t play the fool who's life
Is paradigm

Not a far way from home
But I drove on out
4am backroad
Tell me what you’re about

17 ain't coming back
I try to remember that
Innocence has run its course
Heavy souls that scratch the floor
When the fuck you get distant
Too ashamed to admit it
Our paradigm it finally froze
Mid-July freezing cold
Holy fuck, waking up, thawing out
Graduate, clean slate, losing doubt
Blamed myself for being a loner
18 fucking whole years now it's over
Holy shit, found my gut, trust in it
Look at Ryan, put in time, fuck a wish
Don't need no-one for the confidence
19 fucking whole years now I got it

Not a far way from home
But I drove on out
4am backroad
Tell me what you’re about
Breath in breath in breath out breath out
Breath in breath in breath out breath out
Breath in breath in breath out breath out
Breath in breath in breath out breath out
Breath in breath in breath out breath out
Breath out
Breath in
Breath in
Breath out
Breath out
Breath in
Breath out
Breath

Dig your nails into my skin I
Wanna see if there's life inside
Dig your nails into my skin I
Wanna see if there's life inside
Dig your nails into my skin I
Wanna see if there's life inside
Dig your nails into my skin I
Wanna see if there's life inside

Baby I'm, I'm dying so much to know you
Leave me alone why don't you
Everyone else can hold you
Maybe I've been a cruel boy
Won't play the fool who's life
Is paradigm