Paradigm

I spend my nights just thinking how I been finessing
I pile these stacks and racks but you don't wanna text me
I wanna make you proud and flex all this shit that I got but you don't wanna talk to me you don't even know what you need

I'm getting all these DMs for a feature, yeah
I'm getting the word out just like a preacher, yeah
Everybody treat me like a teacher, yeah
You learn from me if you ain't a sleeper, yeah

My PayPal blowing up
You know I'm glowing up
My guap just keep on piling every day it's going up
You know it's not enough
I cannot rise above
This sadness is killing me and I think I've had enough

I get so fed up with the same shit all the time
I keep repeating what I say and the same rhymes
I get stuck living in the same day every time
You ripped my heart out and it hurt but that's my paradigm

You made me so numb my, bony knees and tired eyes will never go away
You made me so numb I ain't, got no Real Friends you remind me everyday

I lost my motivation but I swear I'll try
If you be my star then I guess I'll be your sky
You never give me nothing back I don't know why
I gave you everything you need so you could shine

Tryna fill a void just like a canyon
I'm getting all this guap with no companion
I feel just like I'm lost inside a mansion
This money don't mean nothing with no passion

I ain't scared to tell you what I think, yeah
So much effort tryna stay in sync, yeah
Push me to the edge I'm on the brink, yeah
Think I'm going crazy need a shrink, yeah

I ain't scared to tell you what I think, yeah
So much effort tryna stay in sync, yeah
Push me to the edge I'm on the brink, yeah
Think I'm going crazy need a shrink, yeah