Parachutes (Nicki Minaj/Jez Dior Remix)

[Verse 1]
Ashtrays, cheap cigars, backroads and broken hearts
That's just what I feel like, nothing that'll fill right, stuck into my past life
Wonder if you're thanking me, thanking me
Wonder if you're needing me, needing me
Hope that you see now that I gave it my all and you realize everything we could be
Well, fuck that, I don't wanna be nice
Rather scream back, when you're screaming at night
Just forget about the truth, you're always right
Life ain't given no directions so I'm left to right, left to right
Feels just like I'm losing the fight, losing my fight
Darkness overtaken the light, well, fuck that
Relapse on love, but it only seems that I'm never enough
So pour me a drink, pour me a drink
Fuck what you think, I'm sitting here waiting to break
Saying ''who have I become'', looking in mirror now I just wanna run
She never wanna stay now she just wanna come
Tell me where the love at, I just feel numb
Only thing I feel these days is this rum, only thing I feel these days is this rum

[Hook]
I need more alcohol and more weed
I can't take the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of all the places I see
Feel I'm always wasting my time right now
I need my parachute when no one's around
When no one's around
And I can't get you out of my head
I'm still holding on to the past
Repeat all the words that you said
Should've known that we wouldn't last right now
I need my parachute when no one's around
When no one's around
I hit the ground
When no one's around, when no one's around
I hit the ground
When no one's around, when no one's around

[Verse: 2]
Small town, local bar
Order more shots like we're Hollywood stars
I'm saying fuck tonight, honestly, girl, I just wanna fuck tonight
Forget love, I'm feeling like it's kryptonite, shit
Is that the reason that I choose to write, shit
Is that the reason that I'm stuck in this life
Is that the reason that I'm doing what I'm doing tonight?
I don't get you, never could
Thought that you loved me, misunderstood
You promised me that you would never leave
And honestly I never thought that you would
Love when there's blessings, hate when there's lessons
Years worth of love could be crushed in just seconds
And I don't get it, never will
I just need drinks and some more of these pills
Swear I'm so reckless, am so reckless
You never wanna say now you just wanna text it
I don't need affection, I just need direction
Fuck with these blogs that's giving me rejection
I don't need it, I don't need it
Do it on my own and I'm let em all see it
Like damn, I'm the best in the biz, best with the griz
Dropping all my pain with this shit, like
None of y'all been in my shoes
Right now I'm just feeling so used
And when I'm crashing down tryna leave this town
The truth is I wanna be with you

[Hook]
I need more alcohol and more weed
I can't take the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of all the places I see
Feel I'm always wasting my time right now
I need my parachute when no one's around
When no one's around
And I can't get you out of my head
I'm still holding on to the past
Repeat all the words that you said
Should've known that we wouldn't last right now
I need my parachute when no one's around
When no one's around
I hit the ground
When no one's around, when no one's around
I hit the ground
When no one's around, when no one's around
When no one's around, when no one's around
When no one's around, when no one's around
I hit the ground, ground, ground
Ground, ground ground