In Ranboo’s DreamSMP streams, he created a panic room where he would go to talk to himself and calm down. He wrote on signs in the room with phrases such as “You are fine” and “DREAM IS THE REASON.”
[Verse 1]
Tossed around like paper in the wind
And I can't seem to fix one's eyes
Swore to myself not to pick sides
If you look inside my mind, you'll understand
[Verse 2]
The knocking in my head drove me insane
But keep on grinning and hide the pain
Torn down and bruised, don't make me choose
Take notes of people I don't want to lose
[Verse 3]
Minutes man, memory boy, marionette
So is that who I really am?
Please trust me, I'm trying my best
How will I be free if I don't know myself?
[Chorus]
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
God, please help me, it's telling me to kill
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
Remember your training and look away
[Verse 4]
Scream to the void 'cause nothing feels right
And everything seems so misplaced
Don't stand too close, this is my fight
One smile away, I'll shatter like a glass
[Chorus]
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
God, please help me, it's telling me to kill
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
Remember your training and look away
[Bridge]
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
Choose people, not sides
[Chorus]
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
God, please help me, it's telling me to kill
Who am I? Where am I? Where did I come from?
The voices inside my head is swallowing me
Deep inhale, recollect, don't let it control you
Remember your training and look away
[Outro]
(*morphed, glitched lyrics*)
(*fades into Fallen Down*)
Panic Room (Ranboo’s Theme) was written by Kanaya.
Panic Room (Ranboo’s Theme) was produced by Kanaya.
Kanaya released Panic Room (Ranboo’s Theme) on Sat Feb 20 2021.