Panic attack

[Chorus: 1080p dreams]
I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
Every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
So my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
It just hit me one time
Collapsing to the floor and it isn't even lunchtime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
My whole life's like a never-ending panic attack
Like a never-ending panic attack
Like a never-ending panic attack
No more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back

[Verse 1: 1080p dreams]
Banging my head against the wall
I just don't wanna feel anything at all
I'm getting ready for the fall
Spiking my own drinks with the methyl alcohol, yeah
Always burdened by my actions
Can't stop dwelling on all my past awkward social interactions
Convince myself they never happened
Memories I try to just pretend that I imagined
This throbbing vein in my temple is making me tremble
It's painful and stressful
I'm up late trying to wrestle with voices
My shoulders have an angel and devil
He's so good at persuasion
But my angel's trying to save me from this hyperventilation
She gave me a paper bag for respiration
He handed me a plastic one that I could suffocate in

[Verse 2: steadysuffer]
Yeah, you told me I was nothing like they said
You told me I was better off dead
Now, now I gotta pull up to the function all red
Pull the trigger, now I'm dead
(yeah-ah)
She don't wanna talk no more
Pedal to the metal and the suicide doors
Got a coper on my ass so I kick it in sport
No breaks, just gas 'cause life is short
I'm sippin' lean all-day
And my sprite bottle lookin' like a goddamn grape
Get the fuck up out my way
Don't tell me we're the same
I'm in another state with my shawty on facetime
Yeah, I ain't been on a date in a long time
If I fuck up, I'll accuse her
You must think I'm a loser
If I can't keep a conversation
I'm sorry

[Verse 3: Violeteyez]
Where are you? And I'm so sorry
I was too depressed to go to your grad party
And now I watch your new boyfriend
Pick you up on the back of his brand-new Harley
Well, Barbie girl, do you miss me?
He's got a chopper and I got a 6 speed
So what is it this week? Who are you kissing?
Am I insane, or could this time be different?
And I know you'll cover it up like you do
You left your morals with your clothes in my bedroom
And I promise that I didn't take all this
Lightly, though you tried to slip it by me
I just need some time, so sit tight, please
Emotions give me anxiety

[Chorus: 1080p dreams]
I still feel your blade from getting stabbed in the back
Every day sets the stage for a panic attack
I wake up in the morning, don't know how to react
So my mind slowly builds to a panic attack
It just hit me two times
I'm in the ER and it's only half past noontime
I woke up this morning, didn't know how to react
My whole life's like a never-ending panic attack (Woah-oh-oh-oh)
Like a never-ending panic attack
Like a never-ending panic attack
No more serenity, I'll never end up getting it back