Panama (ritalin)

[Verse]
And I
Was too ashamed to go out
With my friends outside
And I
I couldn't eat in bed so, didn't eat that night
Said you had a nightmare
That I left again
I never learn my lesson and
But what's the difference with now and then
Now and then
And I
Got your message you're doing well
So I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried

And I
Was afraid to show up
To your house last night
And I
Had to sleep in the car again
While your roommates fight and fight and fight
They fight and fight and fight
I dropped my phone in the pool and said, I never want to be loved again
Your friend is holding my hair again
But what's the difference with now and then
Now and then
And I
I got your text that you're coming home
So I cried and cried and cried and cried and cried
(cried and cried and cried and cried and cried)