PAINT THE WALLS WITH MY BRAINS! (IHATEMYSELF PT. 2)

I just wanna reach right through my chest
And pull my heart out
The reaper stopped my breathing I can see
I'm being called now
Called down, to a place where all the angels
Fall down, place where all the angels fall down
These feelings, they aren't fabricated
I hate myself, that's an understatement
Come and take my life, don't keep me waiting
Come and take my life, don't keep me waiting

I'MA RIP MY HEART OUT WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE
WAKE UP IN A COLD SWEAT, STARE AT MY BLADE
WONDERING HOW WOULD IT FEEL TO CARVE UP MY FACE, IN THE DARK, I REMAIN
PAINT THE WALLS WITH MY BRAINS
Aye, Put my body in the dirt
Shed no tears, I don't deserve
Inside hell is where I'll dwell
A fitting end for someone cursed
Empty vessel I become
Once my soul gone, i shall emerge
Wish when I was born
The doctors pronounced I was dead at birth

I️ fucking hate myself