Pain Song

[Intro]
11:01 on the beat man

[Pre-Chorus]
If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize
All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized
Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised
Niggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize
When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help
Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself
I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt
And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else

[Chorus]
If he get caught up in the storm, pussy nigga he'll got rained on
Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm
I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone
Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs
Weight on my chest, I can't breathe
I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave
I can show you real, just follow my lead
Please hold me down, that's all that I need

[Verse]
Baby I fell in love with your energy
I can never give you all of me, just what's left of me
I can always tell when they gon' leave I peep them tendencies
Who you know can heal a broken heart, I need the remedy
These tears weighin' heavily
Just another sad song that's been playing in my head
You can never take back all that mini shit you said
Ain't tryna be in the streets, found a better way instead
How she tryna hit my phone, she used to leave my ass on read

[Bridge]
Niggas tryna live it up with me but left me out for dead
I'ma drop another bag for every tear I had to shed
Never buy into the hate, don't let it get inside yo' head
And if the love is genuine then I should never have to beg
I told you that I needed you, you let me down repeatedly
I'ma make sure you regret the way you treated me
Peeped your true colors, you ain't never have respect for me
So fuck you and your feelings and I say that shit respectfully

[Pre-Chorus]
If it's hard to love me lil' baby I apologize
All these love scars on my heart got me traumatized
Keep it to myself so my pain isn't televised
Niggas ain't yo' brothers it was hard for me to recognize
When I feel alone I don't ask no one for help
Arguments inside my head, been losing battles to myself
I was taught remain humble, play the cards that I was dealt
And if you don't love who you are then you can't love nobody else

[Chorus]
If he get caught up in the storm, pussy nigga he'll got rained on
Tryna find a way to make out, I had to brainstorm
I'ma keep on fighting all these demons 'til this pain gone
Ever since you left my heart keep singing all these pain songs
Weight on my chest, I can't breathe
I've been trapped in your lies, I can't leave
I can show you real, just follow my lead
Please hold me down, that's all that I need