Pain Of Limerence

[Hook]:
Lately I've been feeling too naive and innocent
Always tryna build my knowledge, searching on the internet
Not one for the limericks, these 16s bring significance
Just signal if it's go or no, and end my pain of limerence
Anything but clarity will never satiate me
Never asked to be this way, so I hope you don't hate me
I would never hurt you, with your long-forbidden kiss
This is make or break, end my pain of limerence

[Refrain]:
Love or Limerence

[Verse 1]:
How's the definition fit my situation perfectly?
Friends have been alerting me, and facing this is hurting me
I need a little info, I just need a little certainty
But if you said you want me under oath, they say it's perjury
Have you heard my thoughts that mention you basically constantly?
I'm fighting my demons, I'm Keanu as John Constantine
Racing against clockwork, like the angels, rushing to the scene
By the time I make it there, I bet you'd be like "who is he?"
Hoped that you could match my speed, tried being Johnny Appleseed
A hero to the culture, with the cultivation plan
Somehow God shows I reap what I sow, it's oddly tragedy
I put in so much effort, just to be a better man
Patience wearing thin, struggle with my fatal flaws
Brain flirting with suicide, I won't say you're the cause
But without you occupying time, I took a shine
To a memory where I had tried to flatline
So as I say goodbye to you, it's my curtain call
Since it's like romancing a stone, a brick wall
I kept my mind open, since you said you need to heal
But right now who knows if anything we felt was real