pain inside my head...

[Intro]
(I'm trying to get through all this pain inside my head)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know we are happy, I know that I'm what you want
But I told myself you'd take my pain away, I guess I was wrong
And hun, I'm trying to fight for you, I'm tryna do right by you
But it's so hard when I feel all this pain, and hard when I don't know how to do it
Don't know what to do, nor how to get through it
I told myself 'fore I got you, "I don't know if I should do it,"
'Cause I didn't want you stuck with me and my depression
Did't want you to help me through depressin'
Times, but you do anyways, and I'm thankful for that
And you're takin' a chance with me, I'm grateful for that
And what I wish I wouldn't have told you later, and it's that

[Chorus]
I'm trying to get through all this pain inside my head
I don't know why I feel like I'm better off dead

[Verse 2]
I've been in love with you for a while, and your love, I don't want to lose it
I didn't know love for a while, and you're the one who helped me to use it
To make myself happy again, but I won't ever get through this
And it's only pain that I feel, no matter what time or place, I just want to take the knife and just do it
But you're the one who convinced me to stay
You're the one who kept 'em away
From me, so I wouldn't get hurt, and now you're helpin' me deal with my pain
I'm sick of this bullshit, but you saved me from going insane
Saved me from a night of hurt, crying and trying not to blow out my brain

[Chorus]
I'm trying to get through all this pain inside my head
I don't know why I feel like I'm better off dead
I remember that you said
You'd help me until we're both dead