“Pain” by BA is a song that tells the story of BA attempting suicide in 2017. In the song BA talks about what happened after he stabbed himself with a knife, his feelings in these moments and he also apologizes to his family and his ex-girlfriend for what he put them through by trying to kill himsel...
[Chorus]
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Looked into the mirror saw a stranger
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Forever in sorrow, on my face these tattoo tears
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain
[Verse 1]
I been depressed, attempted suicide (suicide)
I was so tired of this life
On my mind I was already dead
I'm lying in my bed (ay) knife in my chest
And I'm pulling it back out
I'm crying inside but I won't make a sound
I'm throwing up, puking my soul out
Blood imbues my T', when will I finally pass out?
I'm just lying in my bed and I'm -
Slowly dying
Yeah I'm dying
Slowly dying
Yeah I'm dying
[Chorus]
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Looked into the mirror saw a stranger
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Forever in sorrow, on my face these tattoo tears
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain
[Verse 2]
My dad kicks in the door, bloody knife on the floor
Presses his hand on the wound, I'm not silent anymore
"I love you all and tell my girl I love her too"
I'm sorry I didn't mean to do this to you (I didn't)
I can't explain it I just don't wanna do this no more
I'm drowning in depression, I'm too far from the shore (way too far)
Was already broken from the core and now my life fucked up
It's my own fault I've been selling drugs, yeah I fucked up! (damn)
Now I hear the sirens over my head
They x-ray me, give me a syringe and the world turns black
Shoulda been dead for a fact, but I came back won't relapse yeah
[Chorus]
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Looked into the mirror saw a stranger
I still feel the pain, yeah (I still feel it)
Forever in sorrow, on my face these tattoo tears
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain, yeah
I still feel the pain, I still feel the pain
Pain was written by WristGang BA.
Pain was produced by WristGang BA & Beat Demons.
WristGang BA released Pain on Tue May 14 2019.