Pain

I feel like I’m falling in dark space
So depressed I really can’t think straight
And all the time in bed that I waste
Yeah, the problems are all in my face
Try my hardest but the feeling stays
Looking back now, I used to think life was just so great
But, Now it seems to be the the only heart ache
Like when will all this pain go away?

I’m losing myself in my own mind
The real me is getting hard to find
I’m slowly dying on the inside
There’s changes in my mood and my sleep time
And I feel like I’m someone elsе
Guess I’ve been put up on a shelf
All my friеnds say that I need help
Cause I can’t win this all myself

Hold up, I feel like i’m in a different body and mind
All of the voices in my head saying i’m going to die
Been so dark and down like, this don’t really feel right
Like, everything keeps on changing and spinning all around me
And this darkness of shade and sorrow seems to surround me
Tried to hide from all the demons but they must’ve found me
I give up