Pain

[Chorus]
I'm just tryna see through the pain until I feel satisfied again
I've come to realize nobody shows no sympathy, so now I can finally see whose really down to ride for me
I know I've had a rough ride but I pray that God would see me through
Cause ain't nobody tryna see a youngin make it through

[Verse 1]
I went through another robbery, lord have mercy it's getting to me
Now I feel sorry thinking everyone's ashamed of me
Think I was so lost in the hype I wasn't watching my surroundings
Man ain't this a bitch now there's so many problems piling
Damn a youngin ain't safe out here in this cold world
Got a nigga trippin out and moving way too concerned
I know how it feels when you've lost everything
When you've got nowhere to go and feels like you can't fix a thing
I wondered if continuing with my shit would all be worth it
Tryna get it off my mind but that isn't even working
I had so much planned out but now I gotta back-track
To get back to where I was so ain't no way I could relax
Making phone calls to my pops asking him for better guidance
Cause I know I'm arrogant and I don't wanna see the violence
Just thinking bout it all is bringin bout to many headaches
So I'm steady poppin pills just so that I could prevent it

[Chorus]
I'm just tryna see through the pain until I feel satisfied again
I've come to realize nobody shows no sympathy, so now I can finally see whose really down to ride for me
I know I've had a rough ride but I pray that God would see me through
Cause ain't nobody tryna see a youngin make it through

[Verse 2]
I hear people speak on hope but to me that's a foreign language
Specially with the dumb shit that I now have to manage
They won't ever understand the circumstances that I'm in
They won't even understand cause I don't know where to begin
It feels pointless so I just mumble under my breathe
Tryna show you niggas even though you won't know how it felt
Through this whole situation I'm still tryna hold it down
With a fake smile so they won't see the truth in a frown
My spirit is uneasy cause in my mind I'm traumatized
Living in a nightmare I don't even feel alive
Now I'm simply tryna move and put it all back together
And I'm not letting up until I get it back together
I fell into the flames and now I'm feeling all the burns
Memories last forever and this is a lesson learned
I recall my father saying that nobody is your friend
And it's funny that I'm now seeing what he really meant

[Chorus]
I'm just tryna see through the pain until I feel satisfied again
I've come to realize nobody shows no sympathy, so now I can finally see whose really down to ride for me
I know I've had a rough ride but I pray that God would see me through
Cause ain't nobody tryna see a youngin make it through