Pain

(Intro)
I don’t know how to feel (Aye)
OMB, you know what’s up
I wanna talk my shit
Can’t nobody feel a way
I love all my niggas
Man all my dawgs
Y’all already know
(I love all y’all niggas, you heard?)
Huh, look
Couple shit I gotta speak about
Cause when I’m thinking to myself
On the real, the shit be starting to tweak me out

(Verse)
I wanna talk and get the flowing through
I know the fans thinking like
When Jay Dee gon’ tell us what he going through
I got some things that I’m finna say
Nobody to feel a way
Woke up and this is how I feel today
I spoke the loudest, ain’t a mumble
Express my feelings through these songs
My niggas know that I still love you
Got indicted for some rape shit
Been gettin pussy, ain’t gotta take shit
You niggas, they know the rеason
That I’m sanctioned
These bitchеs basic
Before a nigga beat that charge
My own niggas and God was on some fake shit
You know how it feel, being locked in a cell?
You mans been home cause he just made bail
And you stuck on remand
That’s yo man, but you thinkin damn
Happy you home, Don't want you stuck in a can (Look)
I got a brother, he got rich
He ain’t switch, he ain’t a bitch
A little distant, but I get it
When you ‘Rip that’s how it gets
But I know that you remember
So I hope you don’t forget
That when you come up on a come up
Bring the niggas you was with
I ain’t mad I ain’t get a chain too
Fuck a chain, was in a struggle
Needed bail, was more than happy
You came through
(?)
Niggas really want me to hate you
The reason I never say nothing
The don’t know what you came from
Want you to know I’m happy as ever
I know that my mans, we still in this together
I know that noticed that you’ll be (?)
They try to fuck with my mental
Just know they’ll never change me against you
Happy that you made it
Ima make it, Nigga simple
Get up out the hood, and take you family
That’s what men do
If we got a problem, then 6ixin up
Cause that’s what Crips do
You my dawg, they let you in
I know I’m in too
She be jackin lil bro
She fuckin with the opps
She catch a shot
Baby mother or not
Less member from the gang
I don’t even feel the same
I Lost Mellz and I was stuck on the rocks
Got indicted, I ain’t say much
Whole lot of shit y’all tried to make up
That paper work was me tryna play tuff
I told ‘Em I’m the top dawg
Should’ve spoken carefully
I Told that my opp was just as scared as me
But never did I name drop
Saying that was his gun
If they did that shit to me
I don’t know where they get that shit from
Message to the judge:
When I was speakin, wasn’t sober
I was goin through depression
And the pills was takin over
Old man, she ain’t tell up on me
And it was die real
Reason that I’m cool
Cause he a rat still (Look)
No reminiscing
No, I’m past that
Sleek snitched on me
And when he call I still be sending
Him cash
(?)
I need you to listen to me
I know your ways
Because you get them from me
Want you to be bigger, and better
And different for me
If I had to do 20, life, or a cemetery
Take care of your mother and don’t do
The shit I did already