Pain

[Verse 1]
I keep on going through these changes, ion understand it
I keep on going through this change, I can't even explain it
Pussy niggas act like they care about me
Told my momma I'm in the magazines, she'll read about me
Look, I'm sick and tired
All of this drama inside my life, I'm uninspired
Told my father I just need a little guidance
Talked to my sister, it's like I'm preaching to the choir
They say, "You 22, but you don't act like it"
I got a daughter, yeah, she my lil sidekick
When I was lil I wish my mother checked in
Was only 6 when the neighbors molеsted me
I'm older now, so I keep it pushin'
Ion pay no onе attention even if they lookin'
Trust fucked up, these pussy niggas already blew it
Fucked that hoe ass nigga and now I feel stupid
You cannot stand the heat, so we could never cool it
I'm a Duvalle baby, this shit will make you ruthless
Feel protected 'cause I was just walking with my Ruger
Now I'm smokin' all alone and no, it ain't no hooka, uh

[Chorus]
I swear I love the pain, make me numb again
Endorphins kickin' in, it help me ease the pain, baby
'Cause we gonna go through pain either way
So let me take this blunt to the face
I swear I love the pain, make me numb again, oh
Endorphins kickin' in, it help me ease the pain, baby
'Cause we gonna go through pain either way
So let me take this blunt to the—

[Verse 2]
.22, I got this weight up on my waist
Lookin' left and right, I hope ion catch no case
And honestly, I'm just tired of the hate
And really, I'm just tired of the fake shit
Releasin' all these drugs make my body ache
Say my prayers in the mornin', wake and bake
Say this pussy always wetter than a lake
I look down, he let me ride on his face
He gimme that good D and then I plank
I used to struggle, but I would not complain
Yeah, I had seasoned salt for dinner
I guess that real shit would make you a winner
Can't blame my momma 'cause it wasn't her fault
Me and her used to sleep inside the car
Eight, nine years old, I was a kid
I be chill, then I popped me a jit

[Chorus]
I swear I love the pain, make me numb again
Endorphins kickin' in, it help me ease the pain, baby
'Cause we gonna go through pain either way
So let me take this blunt to the face
I swear I love the pain, make me numb again, oh
Endorphins kickin' in, it help me ease the pain, baby
'Cause we gonna go through pain either way
So let me take this blunt to the—