PAIN

And you know it doesn’t matter
Who these scumbags think you are, cuz there’s still hope that you are better
Ain’t nobody gonna listen to what happens in that mind
Helping yourself is like trying to learn the colors when you’re blind

Can’t even cheat the thoughts, my mind’s the motherfucking gutter
Who is responsible for shit, ‘course I can blame that fucking father
Get off the pavement, wipe the blood, back to fearing the world
It feels so safe to cry at night and fall asleep still being furled

When I’m sober they don’t need me, when I’m drunk I don’t need them
Demons pretend to be alive, trying to bring you into scam
When the cold blood hits the body, you see truth behind the lies
Regret the promise that never could be kept unless it dies

On the other day you fight killing them bastards on the way
But still the outcome is wrong, this whole time you were led astray
The path that’s truly right wouldn’t be found in this game
So keep running around and just pretend that it’s still all the same

No need to wake up
Can sleep for eternity
This pain caused by you
So I just keep burning it