Pain

I felt so lost
Searching for purpose
My soul felt so worthless now

I felt so lost
I know that He's there
I know that He cares about me

Searching for Allah
So I can know my purpose on this earth, I feel so lost
I feel so damn lost
And what have I done
To think that I'm worthy for mercy
I'm begging you, please, Ya Rabbi
I'm down on my knees

If only I could be more open
I'll tell you why I was so broken
I'm searching for something
But I don't know what it is
That I could put on and open
I'm rolling around in this ocean

I'm about to drown
You could see it in my eyes
I'm down with this life
These egos and lies

I'm about to fly away
Leave this world behind

I know it's worth all the pain
Before the Sun, comes the rain
What you crying for? x2
I know it's worth all the pain
Before the Sun, comes the rain
What (are) you crying for? x2

But I'm still searching for Allah
So I can know my purpose on this earth, I feel so lost
I feel so damn lost
And what have I done
To think that I'm worthy for mercy
I'm begging you, please, Ya Rabbi
I'm down on my knees

If only I could be more open
I'll tell you why I was so broken
I'm searching for something
But I don't know what it is
That I could put on and open
I'm rolling around in this ocean

And I'm about to drown
You could see it in my eyes
I'm down with this life
These egos and lies

I'm about to fly away
Leave this world behind

[Outro]
"So be not of the despairing" - Quran 15:55