Pain

(Verse)

No amount of pain can equate to the pain that you left me wit
Don't fuck wit me anymore
But your homegirls bounce to this
Wanna have a heart-to-heart in public, I'm always off the shits
Don't talk about it, It's nothin'
Just have a problem with substance
And I guess the first understanding is, is that I understand nothin'
So I'll go and face all my fears
It's just hard to hold back the tears
So I pack a rip, and then pop a tab, then shotgun one or two beers
I'm fucked up, It's too early
Let's go back to talkin', where were we?
Oh yea I'm hurt, I'm heartbroken, and I'm always fuckin' crying
Sometimes I wish we still dated
Too bad I'm intoxicated
Appreciate what you did for me
Know there's two sides to the story
I'm tired of making these songs
At this point I made you an album
And your new man, through all of this, I hope I made him a fan
I hope that you understand
That I had to do this again
And I hope that you'll be okay
I hope you have a good day
And I hope you think about every time we used to Skype when you stay up late
Hope you miss the way that I dance
Hope you miss the ______
Hope you miss all of my friends (hope you miss all of my friends)
And I don't know what to say now
Feel like I'm 'bout to have a breakdown
If I sit and cry uncontrollably
I'll just wish you were here just holding me
So here it is, I'm the next to go
'Bout to have another episode
How you toss it out like a trash bag?
That's FML without a hashtag
So I'll smoke until I can't breathe
Hopefully one day that you'll see
I'm emotional as can be
And I told you that I'm tore up
I might steal a car and do donuts and do drifts until I throw up
No more room on the tour bus
This life now, is for us
And I wish you could just be there
But It's too bad you don't care
So I sit and pull out my hair
'Cause I've got all of this stress
Too bad It's a mess
How was I to know we were to fall apart?
So I meet another, then break her heart, like that's my fault, knew from the start
And It's too much weight on my conscious
When I think about it, get nauseous
So ima go there and vomit
Despite the way that I feel
And I hope one day that I see her
Until then I got tequila
And my best friends
My set's next
Don't get it twisted out of context
To be honest now, It's whatever
After rapping this I feel better
These closure songs really get to me
Just a sentiment of what you meant to me