PAIN

First of all I was lying
I don’t hope for the best for you and that nigga

I hope that you driving
I hope that you crash
I hope that you kill him
I want you to see it
I want you to feel it
I hope that he screams and I pray you can hear it
I don’t want him to die
I want the medics to come, and take him away
I want you to drive and drive through the pouring rain till you get to the hospital to see him
I want you to cry and tell him you love him
And tell him you’ll be there whenever you need him
But he can’t hear that cuz he ain’t breathin'

Ask me if I’m guilty

Lord knows I’m a sinner, but I can’t help you
If I feel sick when I see you, and I see him
With a smile that was mine
And his hands in your hair

Nobody’s supposed to make you smile like that except me
Clinch my fist and my teeth
I fight with myself
I swing through the air
I should crawl in the street

Lord lay me to sleep
I’m done with my soul and you can take it away
If I die, before I wake
Shit, well that’s good
I keep saying shit that I shouldn’t

Hell yeah I’m jealous
But I don’t know why