Pacifist, Pessimist

How you doing don't go
Fine Saturday morning
Feel your brain is yawning
You probably predicted this
Need the extra you put you into some parenthesis
Need to make sense of this
This is one big hallucination
But this ain't the first time that I've grieved
You probably wouldn't believe me
I'm in love with you
I need you in my life
Got people around but I feel so empty
I feel so lonely
Outsider, one and only

I know your lurking in the dark
And It's time to be free
I know that I'm a pacifist of you
And you're a pessimist of me
I know your lurking in the dark
And It's time to be free
I know that I'm a pacifist of you
And you're a pessimist of me

I regrеt everything
This could go wrong in so many ways
I held thе grudge
I enjoy looking at your face
Ain't no mistaking
I have been complacent
I write so many sad songs when it's raining
Really gets to me that when were college, you might be someone elses
What the fuck is this that I'm feeling, how am I so jealous
The guys that she's talking to ain't shit
Started writing at the age or nine
Now I struggling to find the time to hang with my friends and get on my bicycle
Shit I don't know rhymes with bicycle
But fuck how you feel
This shit is real
I'm better than all the guys that you're friends with and that shit is real

I know your lurking in the dark
And It's time to be free
I know that I'm a pacifist of you
And you're a pessimist of me
I know your lurking in the dark
And It's time to be free
I know that I'm a pacifist of you
And you're a pessimist of me

I wanna go
I want to go higher
And all I wanna do is rise above ya
I want to go higher
Rise above you
I want be light
I want to be free
I want to be me (You make me go crazy)