$p0kenpoetry

Living off of unemployment
And Half baked disappointments
This Anger that can't be avoided
I'm drowning in a river on my own accordance
Sleep isn't peaceful and living is lonely
What the fuck you mean you know me
Mommas crying over groceries
Hoping homie doesn't OD

All this shitty entertainment plus a 9-5 payments So we can get the basics
While I'm Struggling with impatiens

Social constructs got me contemplating
That
Resentment through the eyes of the beholder is jelousy
Does that mean I'm jelous of peace
Im picking up these pieces of me
I'm giving up my colors changed in the leaf
With the Seasons going by I keep loosing more pieces of me

How the fuck am I gonna navigate through this section 8 I've still yet to meet someone who can pass a plate now im getting high off this bitter hate wait
Chitter
Chatter
Pitter
Patter
Dammit shorty i remember when it mattered
I can never manage this scatter brain
It seems like Your the one who ran away
Calm in the panic imperfectly damaged
I'm faded god dammit
I'm saving this song for
A better day

Im Phasing out of consciousness
These days are getting longer man
I'm reaching for the bottle damn
Given drunk salute to Uncle Sam

Misconceptions
Indirections
Overwhelmed by my own reflection
Don't you press him
Breaking necks and
Taking souls from new dementions

Who the fuck cares about your insignificant existence I'm pissed off good riddance
Ripped off what's different
Breaking the bones of innocent children
Sleeping with one eye open I'm a one eyed villain
I gotta fix my vision
Gotta clean my dishes
I got no ambition
I got to find some life that's kinda worth living

I don't want those sober tokens and cookie cakes
I wanna get fucked up and forget her face
Dull days filled no pay
Im a long ways from my safe place
Barley getting by off my shitty raise
My own suicide is a leap away