P.T.S.D.

[Verse 1]

Actions taken precedence
Over my thoughts

It’s all about the journey not the money spent
When a purpose is sought
Raising both hands
Still trying to be the man I was meant to be
Tell me where I stand

[Pre-Chorus]

All these narrow roads
Lead to solitary
Could you bear my soul
Let me tell my story
When you’re forced to grow
Adult hood is scary
Will you ever know
If you’re ever ready
Imma take my time
Just wanna take my time
Love you in slow motion

[Chorus]

Feels like I’m dealing all alone
Told me men shouldn’t cry
Wonder why I’ve been getting high to balance out the lows
If it’s do or die
I done contemplated suicide
But the show must go on
I don’t wanna end up as another statistic
How do we fix this
Prone to see defeat in this dark hole
PTSD fucking with my morals

(PTSD fucking with my morals)

[Verse 2]

I’ve got a baby but I don’t love her
Hard to appreciate these all leathers
Resent my sacrifices hoping things gonna be better
Feels like it’s seasonal
If I overthink my flaws I’ll end up vulnerable
I’ve been numb to the feeling so emotional
Battling inside my demons I don’t really know
But I’m scared to let it go

PRE

All these narrow roads
Lead to solitary
Could you bear my soul
Let me tell my story
When you’re forced to grow
Adult hood is scary
Will you ever know
If you’re ever ready
Imma take my time
Just wanna take my time
Gotta stay open
When dealing with my mind

[Chorus]

Feels like I’m dealing all alone
Told me men shouldn’t cry
Wonder why I’ve been getting high to balance out the lows
If it’s do or die
I done contemplated suicide
But the show must go on
I don’t wanna end up as another statistic
How do we fix this
Prone to see defeat in this dark hole
PTSD fucking with my morals

(PTSD fucking with my morals)

(Messing with my morals)

(Messing with my morals)