P.S.

ItzCrae
Bitch

Big SG
Back on some other shit

Yo
Yo
Wrote you a letter, cuz this shit on my chest
But i never sent it to your address
So i guess, its a bit premature to call this shit a PS
All the stress, that i was under wasn’t feeling the best
Depressed
I had to check, make sure my mental correct
Neglect
I wasn’t showing myself any respect
I just kept going and going
And lying to myself
Ain't nobody ever tell all this trauma that i felt
Somewhere down the line would come back round, fuck up my mental health
Damn my head was somewhere
Wasn’t worried bout my girl, bout my family bout my myself
Put my feelings on the shelf
Just hoping someday they would melt
Most the time was in the cut
When i popped out i felt it worst
I was gaining weight, growing out my shirts
Saying words, that i wasn’t believing
I was playing a part, silently fighting my demons
In the arguments with babygirl i got a lot meaner
I made promises and didn’t keep em
Still had the nerve to wonder why she leaving
Over that loss a nigga still grieving
At first was stuck on trynna get even
Just made my pit of despair way deeper
My actions prolly made our connection grow way weaker
But now we here
What the fuck can i do
Looked in the mirror like nigga you gotta learn about you
Why do you move how you move
How have your habits accrued
How do those habits influence all your reactions and moods
Why do you care what they think, why do you let what they say
Affect you, then you think about for the rest of your day
Tell me nigga is that cuz you really is what they say
Nigga i thought you was Crae
Big stepper SG, Mr. Sayless Gang
Nigga then fucking show it
Your mentalitly, you finally focused
Hard not to notice
The glass ceiling is almost broken
And once its opened
You’ll see what’s there was already spoken
You even wrote it down nigga
Through all pain it took for you to get this down nigga
For when they took your name and threw it on the ground nigga
You kept head up not down nigga
Alot of niggas would’ve folded
But you just came back the coldest
Now they trynna find the potion that you took
Nah i just been meditating dawg and reading my lul books
5am im in the gym, and im amazed how i good i look
P.S., manifesting flooding watches all VS
Nah im just playing, im manifesting my happiness
Manifesting this happening
Manifesting a life for love ones full of extravagance
Put that out in the universe, now i gotta go and capture it