[Chorus]
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
[Verse 1]
Last couple years I secluded myself
Said it got nothing to do with my health
But when I’m feeling down, it’s like no one can help
‘Cause they don’t know me and much less, the pain that I felt
All alone writing raps, but I wouldn’t take it back
‘Cause it taught me that I gotta work for the cash
But looking at my past, I could’ve had blast with my boys
While still making way too many tracks
Didn’t believe in burnout, look how it turned out
I madе so much turn up, that I’m feeling burned down
And to build it back up is gonna take some work now
But at lеast I got the foundation for a good house
I just wanna make the biggest waves while
I’m here in the flesh so I work my life away
Saying there ain’t time for a break is a lie
So I’m thinking that I might take one today
[Chorus]
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
[Verse 2]
Took a break from the music to recoup
But it’s hard reaching back to old roots
Trynna make beats, using way too many loops
‘Cause I ain’t feel inspired, but I’m trynna make you
Feel the way I needed to feel when I was down low
Saw the beauty snorkeling, but then I start to drown slow
Now I gotta ask myself what I’m really down for
It’s crickets, at least I now know
I gotta find my purpose, this Earth more than a surface
It’s the place my home is and it’s the place my work is
So I gotta own it and show it that I am worth it
But there’s a thin line between enough and perfect for me
Listenin’ to The Warm-Up thinking to myself
“How’s this mixtape ever gonna match to that”
Welcome to Forever is another classic
I’m just trynna make good music
That’ll have the maddest impact, I’m saying
[Chorus]
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
[Verse 3]
So I opened up the notes and I wrote
With a flow better than I ever have before
The first two verses of this song opened me up
And showed me that I ain’t got nowhere to go
No direction at all, it’s mine for the choosing
I’ma make what I want, and if the fans booing
They ain’t the ones that I really wanted moving
With me and the team, man we stay the truest
Just moved into college, can I just be honest
Man, I’m really really missing my mom
My dogs and my dad even Tayden and Tav
Y’all the reason that I just wrote this song
‘Cause I know you got expectations
I been saying music gonna work, be patient
I want drop out, there I’ll say it
I got a long way to go before I make it, face it
[Chorus]
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
Trynna find myself, is it even possible
‘Cause I been trying a longtime, too many obstacles
Will I make it to the point I’m feeling unstoppable
It’s all in my head, I’m the only one responsible
P.O.V. was written by Tegan Washington.
P.O.V. was produced by The Dream Life.